kepulangan yang di nanti...

tengah dudok alone2 camtok nak..tiba2 jak teringat ngan budak ya...rindu gila vavi ngan sepak terajang nya..huhu...now nya still dalam utan nun...haha..nya penan bah...so maksudnya pas 10 hari mean 26 hb lak bok nya kua ri utan..dah la cun2 birthday mak ku time ya...ingat dak nya ka ngan bday mak ku..apa yg ku mampu kata..ku hope nya terus bersabar dlm kerjaya nya..he is my adik yg tersyg... ..

penyakit yang boleh memudaratkan kehidupan manusia..

17 hari g nk STPM ni...tp aku??
masih wat derk g .. langsung x sentuh buku,baca,buat latihan,,,
xde kesedaran pun yg diri ni nk STPM...alahai...
asyik nk enjoy,kua lepak,main2 lagi..bila la aku nk ade kesedaran ni???
sumer gara2 penyakit 'M' tu..hmm...camne nk buang ek??lau x berubah,kejayaan xkan datang la..

APE ERTI HIDUP ADIK-BERADIK KALAU BEGITU??

aku sedih giler!!!!
ade ke patut adik lelaki aku suka hati tampar muka aku???
mak ayah aku lagi x pernah nk sentuh aku...
dasyat kan??
aku balas balik...die marah giler..
aku ckp die kurang ajar...
die cakap aku lagi kurang ajar...
patut ke cam tu??
sape mula dulu beb??
dah la dasar x kenang budi..
aku ni selalu jer tolong die kalau die mintak bantuan..
cakap la ape yang aku x pernah turut semua yang die suroh??
semua aku buat..
kerja sekolah...duit...kredit..perghh!!!aku tolong die masa die susah!!!
tp ini ke balasan die kat aku???
ha?????????
geram giler babi!!!
adik jenis ape camtu????
sanggup die buat aku mcm ni...
aku tegur die cakap aku menyibuk jer.,,
xde adab ke ape budak tu??
Ya Allah.....bukakan pintu adik aku supaya lebih hormatkan orang....Amiin

Can't I Love You ...

maebeon majuchil ttaemada niga useojul ttaemada
jogeumssik nae ane jogeumssik neol hyanghan maeumi jaradeoni

ijeneun neol saenggakhamyeon ni moseubeul tteoollimyeon
jakkuman dugeundaeneun nae simjangeun meomchuljul molla

deo isang gamchul su eomneun naemam
jeonbu da jugo sipeo

hangsang gyeoteseo (ni yeopeseo) neol sarang hamyeon andoelkka
nuguboda neoreul jikigo sipeun mam badajuandoelkka

neoui mamsoge (gaseumsoge) naega isseumyeon andoelkka
neoege gajang sojunghan sarami doego sipeo eoseo nae mameul badajwo

maeilmaeil keojyeoganeun neol hyanghan sarang ttaemune

nan jeongmal haru jongil amugeotdo hal sugaeobseo

ijeneun sumgil su eomneun nae mam neoro gadeuk chabeoryeosseo

hangsang gyeoteseo (ni yeopeseo) neol sarang hamyeon andoelkka
nuguboda neoreul jikigo sipeun mam badajumyeon andoelkka

neoui mamsoge (gaseumsoge) naega isseumyeon andoelkka
neoege gajang sojunghan sarami doego sipeo eoseo nae mameul badajwo

ireon nae maeumeul arajwo algetdago daedaphaejwo

hangsang gyeoteseo (ni yeopeseo) neol sarang hamyeon andoelkka
nuguboda neoreul jikigo sipeun mam badajumyeon andoelkka

neoui mamsoge (gaseumsoge) naega isseumyeon andoelkka
neoege gajang sojunghan sarami doego sipeo eoseo nae mameul badajwo

nae mameul arajwo

cant i love you... 

Translation..

Whenever I see you,
Whenever you smile for me
Little by little,
My feelings for you grew
When I think of you now,
When I picture you,
my beating heart doesn’t know how to stop
I can’t hide my feelings anymore
I want to give it all to you
I’m always close to you (next to you)
Can’t I love you?
This heart that wants to protect you more than anyone else,
Can you accept it?
To be the one that’s in your heart (in your heart),
Can’t I be that?
To be the most important person in your life,
Is what I want to be,
so quickly take my heart.
everyday, because of my growing love for you
For the entire day,
I really can’t do anything at all.
Now its no secret
that my heart is filled with love for you
I’m always close to you (next to you)
Can’t I love you?
This heart that wants to protect you more than anyone else,
Can you accept it?
To be the one that’s in your heart (in your heart),
Can’t I be that?
To be the most important person in your life,
Is what I want to be,
so quickly take my heart.
Please tell me now
that you know how I feel
I’m always close to you (next to you)
Can’t I love you?
This heart that wants to protect you more than anyone else,
Can you accept it?
To be the one that’s in your heart (in your heart),
Can’t I be that?
To be the most important person in your life,
Is what I want to be,
so quickly take my heart.
Please understand my heart.

SomBong nYer...!!

SOMBONG!!!

Do u know wat is the meaning of 'SOMBONG'?? i dont know la why my teacher said i semakin sombong sejak i dapat highest marks utk subjek Bussiness Study i...hurm....mmg berbeza pandangan kita dengan pandangan others kan??i dont think that i am SOMBONG!! i am the same la from the beginning...x kira la markah i rendah mula2 dulu and now dah dpt highest, i TETAP HATE THAT SUBJECT la...!! aiyoyoyo...but!! walaupun i benci subjek tu, i struggle tau utk score..no matter how highest i got, i still the same la...xkan la sbb i jarang ade dlm kelas menyebabkan die rasa i menyombong kot...xkisah la...pandangan org..yg penting,,i am still i am...

Puisi pertama luahan hati...

MAAF

 "Maafkan aku.."

ungkapan ringkas penuh makna,

tapi sukar untuk diterima,

apalagi datangnya dariku,

yang banyak menyakitimu..

keampunan..

amat aku nantikan dan harapkan,

dari insan yang pernah aku lukai,

takkan pernah terhapus,

dari bibir penuh pengharapan,

kata maaf penuh penyesalan,

padamu yang aku lukai..

apalagi harus kulakukan,

kata maaf tak dihiraukan,

tiada lagi senyuman darimu,

tiada lagi sapaan mesra drimu,

marah sangatkah engkau padaku??

maafkan aku kerana menyakitimu,

bukan sengaja terlanjur kata,terlanjur perbuatan,

sesungguhnya kemaafan darimu,

amat aku nantikan..

maafkan aku...

-ab-

dedicated this poem to someone that i hurt the most..> aliff ,i'm so sorry...<